Time: 8:27 PM
I hate this, i don't wish to continue any further.A day is wasted, just because i don't feel well.
And i feel like giving up, everything!
This kind of feeling seriously sucks.
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When will be the time that things will go together as me, when i feel totally happy? I know this day won't happen, if it happens, it won't last.
I keep in mind what Lorenzo told me last night. I'm trying, but, how long will i hang on to it?
Everything seems so far beyond my reach. I really don't like.
What i really want? I don't know.
Why am i doing those stunts? I really don't know!
I don't wish to see myself, broke down.
Everyday, i woke up, hoping for a mere of joy in me. And never once, i turn in with that joyous mood. I asked myself why, but i can't find the answer.
This is so miserable!
I feel like giving up, but can i?
I doubt anyone will be reading this.
Nevertheless, my sis just pass me an expected X'mas gift.
I hate myself, being in such a miserable state.
Sometimes, its better to not know anything than everything.
当所有如果都没有如果
只有失去的拥有最永久
YahShi
