Time: 10:45 PM
ReminisceJust done with my RJ.
Love the RJ question actually.
"We are near the end of this module. Discuss your thoughts and feelings. "
And i wrote 363words!
On the other hand, i wrote 2500 plus words for my PP draft and i'm not done yet!
Gah!
* OMG!
I just listened to Nurul's voice on 987fm!
Cause she called in mah.
So random.
Suddenly i think back about my past.
I know i shouldn't.
But i still miss him, and miss the time we had.
Already 2 months.
Time pass so fast.
I still can't 100% put it down.
It seems like, everywhere i pass by, i will think back our past.
Especially when i'm alone and lonely.
Like on the way home from school..
In bus..
Even walking around in school!
Cause he got come to RP before mah.
Is like 85% of the place i pass by is also the place we once went/walked before.
The breakup really change alot of me/ my life.
The most sadden thing is my daily grades in school dropped drastically.
Like my Java dropped from A to C, which some of you know.
Very Demoralising.
Sigh!
I know Nurul and DaJie will chop me if i think about him and breakdown again.
I hope this Chinese song speaks my heart one day:
我眼泪都笑了谁还想哭呢
My tears smile, who will want to cry?
再勇敢的站着找回光和热
I will stand up again to find back myself.
面对你的时候我不会舍不得
When i saw you, i will let you go.
因为你已是过客因为路有些曲折, 是美的
Because you are the past, because the memories had hurt.
你眼泪都笑了谁还会哭呢
My tears smile, who will want to cry.
来不及完美的就唱首骊歌
Is late to turn back the time to be better, so i sing.
想起你的时候我不是卑微的
When i think of you, i'm not petty and low.
反而我没有遗憾因为我已爱过你 深深的
Instead, i never regret cause i once love you, deeply.
Sorry for my blunt English.
Nights!
Revamping my blogskin soon.
YahShi
