Time: 8:57 PM TODAY.
Everything has ended..
420days with him.
I finally agreed to the breakup.
Boy, don't be sad, i don't know how you feel now.
I may be wrong, i seek for your forgiveness.
But you said everything is too late.
I cried when i entered "we break bah. i don wan to xin ku le" via MSN.
It's very hurting for me to say.
Perhaps i guess this is want you want me to do bah.
I cried, my mind starts to flash back our memories.
We have been through many things.
You were the one giving me motivation to stand up when i'm down.
Now maybe, i should rely on myself.
I want to tell you how good is my results when i finish the semester.
I also want to hear good result from you okay.
Now, i'm not by your side le, you must take care of yourself hao mah?
Promise me. Cause i will take care of myself too.
I didn't do my test just now. I cried in my heart.
I cried when i was alone back home.
Boy, i want to tell you, i never cry in front of my friends.
You must be happy isn't it?
I have friends and family here whom care for me.
You must look for your friends or family if you feel miserable okay.
Coming weeks, i will be going to taiwan and you going to australlia.
We must be happy and enjoy our trip okay.
When we are back to singapore, everything will be back to normal.
I don't hate you for lying to me or what.
Because i once love you too much.
I never hate you for making me walk this way.
Maybe is the start of something new.
You are my biggest worry, that's why i can't put down.
You must take care of yourself, control your temper well okay.
If we are meant to be together, we will be.
Maybe is not at this time.
We shall focus on studies instead bah.
Takecare. Loves.
I cried while i blogged.
I don't want to leave my tears till tomorrow.
-Just highlighted my hair.
On happier note,
I have a girlfriend call XiuHui.
And also a mistress name Nurul.
Now, a gay call Valerie!
Is holiday now.
AND!
I can't wait for TUESDAY!
YahShi
